Toll March 23-28, 2009
babies, saving lives, one heart at a time”
from the war zone, the killing fields of
known for their towering steel mills, now known for the late-term baby
Count: Over 400,000 mother-child relationships in their 35 year reign
Monday- Bag n’ Tag 126
for medical research, pharmaceutical and cosmetic firms from the past
Tuesday- midnight abortions
approx 35 NV,
MO, IL As we
rolled up to the crime scene only a couple of cars were on the parking lot.
Judy helped us unload the signs. We spoke to a young couple waiting in their
car; the girl looked uneasy, especially facing the truth of what an aborted
baby looks like. The male got out and accepted the literature and Bible we
offered them. We held up the picture of a saved adopted baby. The woman then
got out and tried to cover her tummy. “We already have a baby.” Helen
asked her, “Is the one at home a boy or girl?” The pregnant girl said,
“It’s a girl.” I then said, “We can show you a picture of your baby.
Maybe this is a boy.”
started walking up to the doors. The male turned around and shrugged his
shoulders, “We can’t afford another one.” “I will adopt this baby
and raise it till you can,” I offered. He looked over at the pregnant girl
standing in line; she stepped out. “Come on, it will only take five
minutes. Let me show you your baby. God will make a way. He has for us and
we have 12 children.” They talked it over. I told Daniel, “Get ready and
set up.” They talked for a few more minutes. We prayed and slowly watched
our grip loosen as they inched their way inside this death mill. “Please,
turn back!” we called out. “It’s not too late.”
cars poured onto the parking lot. Judy, Helen, and myself all took turns
talking to the abortion-bound mothers as they bolted from their cars. They
must be in a hurry to kill today. The remnant pleaded and tried their best
to sway the murdering moms, but to no avail. Most this day were there to get
cleaned out. The Black Americans took their time going inside. They mocked
our offers of free help and adoption. One of the last cars we watched pull
up before we had to leave for the day was yet another Black American from
. The green car had front end damage, and she was very pregnant. Her baby
showed well over the lip of her gym pants. So disheartening...
front was coming through, but it wasn’t as cold as the premeditated
murdering mothers’ hearts were. The winds were whipping our signs and rain
began pelting our faces as we stood vigilantly in the gap.
baby body parts truck “Stericycle” slipped quietly up to the bloody
business. The driver retrieved two oversized boxes of dismembered babies,
shoved them in the back of the truck, and slammed the door down. He drove
off the lot before we arrived, Judy reported.
Wednesday- approx 6 MO,
IL Jess stood in the gap.
He reported six of the evening’s previous customers were back to finish
the grisly dismemberment of their late-term babies. Included was the young
couple who already had a toddler “girl” at home that we begged and
pleaded with the night before.
the Black American couple with the front end damaged car from
, whose late-term baby hung over the cold-hearted mother’s waistband as
she marched her baby on death row, was inside this extermination camp. Why?
What was their crime MOM?
Thursday- approx 34 IN2,
MO, IL 2
saves It was a cool,
crisp, spring-like morning as we set up our resource van to the
abortion-bound mothers. The 40 Days for Life remnant gathered in the alley
to pray. God was hearing prayers and blessing efforts. A young mother came
inside our van where she was able to view her 11 week old baby. She didn’t
think she was that far along. We went over resources and she thanked us.
were exiting the van, Daniel summoned us for help. “Please talk with this
girl.” We walked over to her and the save followed me. “Amy” was
outside taking a smoke break as she waited to kill her baby. She was very
pregnant. She said her mother who brought her was pressuring her to abort
.She was 30 years old and already had two kids. “I can barely take care of
myself,” she stated. “Then let us adopt.” We offered to show her an
ultrasound. She said she already had one and told us she was over 21 weeks
and it was a boy. We shuttered.
held up our daughter’s picture and shared her testimony. We offered to do
the same for Amy. Again, she said her mother was pressuring her to abort,
but she would go inside and talk with her. The save then spoke up and said,
“Please don’t go in there. Listen to this lady; she will help you. She
helped me and I was in there and almost aborted. I’m almost 12 weeks
along. She will help you.”
last resort, I looked Amy in the eye and said, “Amy, it is very dangerous
for you, especially at this late stage.” I explained step by step how the
abortionist would rip her baby boy apart and break off his legs and arms to
facilitate his delivery. “Along the birthing his little broken bones are
like sharp projectiles in your engorged uterus. They can tear and poke holes
in your uterus or cervix and cause you to hemorrhage. We see many butchered
women being taken across the street. It’s not safe.” I noticed her eyes
had tears in them as she took our brochure. I sensed she was a substance
abuser and desperate for her next fix, and her mother was probably laying
the law down: Either get rid of this
baby or you’re on your own.
thanked us and said she was going in to bring her mother out to speak with
us. She never came back out. The pain that little baby boy would bear makes
Iraqi torture rooms look like summer camp. We prayed for the situation and
went on with the daily mission.
came back out and confirmed they were 7 weeks pregnant and keeping their
Friday- approx 33
IN, MO, IL
2 saves on-site
ultrasounds As soon
as we set up our pregnancy outreach to the mothers God began blessing our
efforts. A young pregnant girl and boyfriend walked up to us; they came
inside our van where we were able to show them an ultrasound of their approx
6 week old baby. We then went over resources we could help them with and
doctor follow-up. They thanked us and left.
came inside and had an ultrasound and was referred to our doctors for
confirmation and follow-up. We barely got our reconnaissance mission
completed when Marsha and Ray from
came back out, confirmed they were 6 weeks pregnant, and keeping their baby.
disheartenedly noticed the
car. Was this “Amy’s” car from
? We prayed it wasn’t.
mother and daughter from
came back out; they were very upset, but did not kill the baby. They would
call us for help.
irresponsible male smoking while his child was being dismembered was being
convicted with the offers of free help and another way out of the situation
as we called over to the pregnant girls standing in line to sign the death
warrants out on their babies. He got up and started screaming
“unintelligible” words at us and even charged Daniel. He got right up in
his grill, threw a lit cigarette in his face, and ran off back inside the
slaughterhouse. An hour later, all three accomplices brought a drugged
mother of a murdered baby out; she could barely walk. They had to lift her
into the back seat of the minivan where she lay crumpled up. All three males
were laughing as they got inside the van and drove off the lot. When they
stand before God and give an accounting they won’t be laughing.
been a tough week on the frontlines of the battle. It was so encouraging to
get back home and receive good news. We received word from a save that she
had kept her baby and was thankful. Read:
“It’s Worth It- Thank You Jesus!” www.smallvictoriesusa.com
Saturday- approx 30 IN,
KY, MO, IL 3 saves
on-site ultrasounds What
a day! Rain had been predicted, but not one drop fell as we ventured out to
the City of
. Little did we know what lay ahead for us outside the gates of hell. No
sooner did we pull up to the slaughterhouse did the rain begin.
Figures...but we were greeted by Shirley and her husband from
. They brought gift bags for the moms who changed their minds and baby
supplies. Thank you Jesus! Only two troublemakers were in the alley. Yes,
the Black man was screaming, but once the sidewalks filled with God’s
saints, the screaming dissipated.
priests led the charge outside these gates of hell. Rosary warriors
surrounded this altar of Baal praying with some crying. This was the first
time for many. They had no idea what goes on outside an abortion mill. Many
couldn’t fathom the amount of mothers standing in line to kill their
babies. Some prayer warriors held signs and silently wept.
spoke with a couple who pulled alongside this mill contemplating their
unborn child’s demise. They gave various excuses, but we told them about
God and His plan. They thanked us and began marching inside.
girl, “Shalee,” and her friend from
came back out. They confirmed they were 7 weeks pregnant and keeping the
baby. They were happy and would be calling us for help. Praise God!
rains fell harder. It was a monsoon; torrents of rain poured out of the
skies over this sad place, but the prayer warriors were that more
encouraged. I kept thanking them for their bravery and endurance. One said,
“God bless you Angela; you do this everyday.” We had groups from all
over southern and central
standing in the gap this day. It was a beautiful sight.
we noticed the
car that had been here for two days flying onto the parking lot. The
passenger was the very pregnant “Amy”. We begged and pleaded with her
not to kill her late-term baby boy on Thursday. This was Day 3. “Amy
please, please don’t do it!” we called out in the rain storm. It was
very emotional to those who knew what was going on. “You’re baby boy is
not dead. Please don’t go back in there.” Her mother, the driver, got
out and followed her back inside. She was in spontaneous labor and didn’t
have to check with the guard. He just buzzed her in as she was delivering
her baby boy. God help us! It was so upsetting to everyone. We told them the
situation. They were appalled a mother would wait that long to kill her
child, knowing it’s a boy too. It’s the ultimate act of selfishness. Why
God we stopped a couple and brought them in the ultrasound van where they
were able to view their baby auditioning on the ultrasound screen. They were
happy and we gave them a gift bag for a boy. They thanked us and left.
and wetter, we continued to try and intervene with the deathscorts
surrounding the cars with pregnant mothers. It was a picture of life versus
death in the torrential rains. We witnessed at least five of the Black
American abortion-bound mothers sitting in their cars enjoying a big
breakfast from Mickey D’s laughing and mocking our efforts to save their
babies and help them with real hope. These murdering moms were there to
satisfy their stomachs and their own needs. The premeditated murder of
unborn children goes decriminalized and those who fight against it are
considered criminals. Evil is considered good and good considered evil, Isaiah
138 babies killed. 7 babies saved. 3102 saves since January 2000 and
babies have been adopted through Small Victories!
Madness and Sadness
NCAA basketball tournament was being played out in most sports bars and
living rooms, we were consumed with our daily witnessing of late-term
mothers cold heartedly murdering their babies, not due to gross deformities,
but because of incredible selfishness.
past week’s carnage of future little boy and girl “hoopsters” was
flying in our faces, and most importantly God’s face as these little ones
are made in His image. “Why mom?” we pleaded. “What crime has your
baby committed?” But what really irritated most witnesses was the brazen
callousness of these murdering moms. Most of them spoke with us. Most of
them had no shame when we inquired how far along they were in their
pregnancy. One mother from Indiana, Amy, told us she was over 21 weeks. It
was a boy. She already had two others at home. What was her reasoning? “I
can barely take care of myself.” Is that the innocent baby’s fault? Just
like last week, a murdering mom of 24 week old twins decided, “I just want
them out of me.” The death merchants found funding and only charged for
one twin’s dismemberment and disposal.
Does anyone care? Does the public realize what abortion on demand has
become? It’s surgical birth control. “Hired hitmen”. Women in our
nation now can choose who gets to live and who gets to die, at any stage of
their pregnancy. And now with Spring break underway and the struggling
economy, we will witness abortions increase.
advocates have force-fed the public that it’s an economical or political
problem, when all along we know it’s a moral problem. “Whadda ya mean we
can’t legislate morality?” Do we allow bank robbers to keep robbing
banks? Do we allow rapists to keep raping? Do we allow children to drink
alcohol, drive a car, or take drugs? How about prostitution? Isn’t that
against the law? If caught, there is a punishment. “If you do the crime
you do the time.” In all cases this is legislating morality.
do have a choice; they can choose to prevent a pregnancy before it happens.
Men too, but after the fact when a baby is already conceived, it’s not a
choice; it’s a child, a human being. No one should have that right to take
a life for theirs. And unfortunately, that is what we witness 30-45 times a
day outside Hope(less) slaughterhouse.
than 1% of babies are conceived from a rape. Another excuse to kill. Why
mom? Why do these women wait until they are well into their 6th
or 7th month of pregnancy to have their babies dismembered and
killed? Heartless. Laws will never stop abortion. No one, at least in
, is enforcing anything. That is why it’s up to you and me to rollup our
sleeves and do something about this atrocity taking place everyday in
. We cannot wait for legislators or pastors to do something about child
killing. They never will; too many co-exist with evil; too many like
time for the church to start acting as pro-child/pro-woman advocates outside
these facilities that are destroying our families. Being pro-life doesn’t
save babies; acting pro-life does. We must bring morality and respect for
one’s self and one another back into focus. We must go against today’s
course of immorality and the “anything goes” attitude. Our forefathers
must be turning over in their graves to see what our nation has become full
of. We must once again be a city set upon a hill, a beacon of light and
tremble for my country when I reflect that God is just; that His justice
cannot sleep forever.” ~Thomas Jefferson
Be encouraged ~Angela